Babysitting Last Night

Last night was a depressing night. I went over to my cousin's girlfriend's house to babysit because she had a night out with the girl's or something like that. So I went over to babysit Camren and Kimberly. Camren was happy to see me but Kimberly is too young to know who I am. Camren is four years old Kimberly is one year old. When I was putting them to bed Camren to bed He asked where his dad was. I said "he's  at the Bills game he will be home soon buddy just go to sleep". When I   put Kimberly in her crib she said "good night dad". When I heard her say that I didnt know what to think so I said good night and shut the light off. The reason why this moment was really sad and depressing was because right after regents week me and my cousin were in a car crash. It was raining really hard and the roads were slick. We hydroplained into a ditch and then rolled the car three times. But when we rolled it was not on the side we rolled front to back as in the grill of the car and then the trunk. When I got out I immeadiatly dialed 911 I  thought David was dead.  I was fine some how all I had was a broken nose and a bloody lip.  He was in ICU for 2 weeks and made a full recovery. He had to go to alot of physical therepy. So while he was attending all that Kimberly rarley saw her father and saw me more than She saw him. So when I heard her say "good night dad" I thought of the David and how he was never around. Just kills me that he had to go through that i would switch places anytime with him because he has kids and stuff going for him.